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One of the pitfalls of childhood is that one doesn't have to understand to feel it. By the time the mind is able to comprehend what has happened, the wounds of the heart are already too deep - Shadow of the wind.

What it took to understand - Shinji Moon

“In the passenger seat of your car, I ask you what
color the burnt orange of the leather seats are and you tell me
burnt orange. My cheeks in the rearview mirror are the color
of burning, and when I look down at my hands, they’re so pale
that I forget for a moment that I own flesh over these bones.
The fog is so thick that I could lose you in it again, you say —
and I put my hand on your hand until I mix our fingers up.
There is a shipwreck between your ribs and it took eighteen years
for me to understand how to understand your kind of drowning.
The divorce papers say Christmas and July. That’s all you were given
to touch the cheeks of your small daughters and try to tell them in
smaller and smaller words how absence does not mean
leaving.
The first and last time I saw my parents together was in a
parking lot at McDonalds. They didn’t speak to each other, didn’t
look each other in the eye — only handed me between them
like an insult.
When I got into my father’s car, he handed me a Happy Meal toy
like an apology.
There are people who cannot be held quietly. There are screams
that are never externalized. If I looked at the photo albums of your
past twenty years, all I would find are decibel meter graphs of
phone calls and the intensity of your silence as you sat
smoking cigarettes in the garage.
Absence doesn’t make the heart grow fonder, scientists
have finally proven.
All it does is make you that much more aware of how many
feet it takes to walk a mile.
There is a shipwreck between your ribs. You are a box with
fragile written on it, and so many people have not handled you
with care.
And for the first time, I understand that I will never know
how to apologize for being
one of them.”
— “What It Took To Understand,” Shinji Moon

Lie or Go Live Under a Pretty Rock

The universal truth is that lies are the only thing keeping this world going. If everyone starts telling the truth our pretty little system would break down and go to hell.
This fact is unconsciously beaten down in us from the moment we're born. Whenever an adult teaches us to tell the truth they're secretly sending us brainwaves that scream LIE! LIE! LIE! And so those three letters are moulded into our being. We become professionally good at this little thing called lying.
And that is the truth.

Chemistry

Chemistry. What is chemistry? The merriam-webster dictionary defines it as a science that deals with the composition, structure, and properties of substances and with the transformations that they undergo. But I'm guessing they've got the wrong chemistry.
You see people talking and they say hey that couple's cute they've got great chemistry or oh they don't fit in together there's no chemistry there. But if chemistry is pure mutual attraction then who are we to judge if someone has chemistry or not?
People claim that every human is hard-wired differently. Everyone has an entirely different mind and some things are inborn, they can't be changed. Let's take sexuality for instance, scientists claim that it is something that is chosen for us and we get no say in the matter whatsoever. I believe that is a load of crap!

What if circumstances presented to you are so rigid in their tradition that you get no say in the matter, you are straight and you aren't allowed to even think otherwise for a second. If you fantasize about the same sex you are bound to burn in the everlasting flames of hell. What if the sense of morality; what is right and wrong, has been hammered into you for so long you're afraid to even try to break free of the iron chains of tradition you're caught up in. Where is this inborn sense then?

Chemistry is what you decide it is. You can pull chemistry out of thin air if you really really want to. You can wish chemistry into existence by pure will. The human nature is an amazing thing; it adapts, it changes, it flows. Nothing is inborn, you make yourself, you get to decide.

Trust is a lie

The thing about people is when you don't trust them enough they stab you in the back because well, lets's face it why should they stand by someone who doesn't trust them. And when you do trust them enough, they'll still stab you in the back, because well you're just the bloody fool who trusted them. Both ways you're the fool who gets played. So why not play is "safer" by not giving a damn about the ones on the outside? I mean that's why we play it safe right? To protect ourselves and all that bull shit. Well maybe... but then again. Maybe some old geezer just trusts because he has faith and well faith pretty much sucks. It, like everything else eventually comes to bite you in the ass because truth be told no one will ever stand by you that loyally. Those kind of things exist solely for fairy tales, story books and pretty little movies. Because why would someone in their right minds trust or "put down faith"? We're all in it for ourselves right? We don't give a damn about anyone or anything. Just us. ME ME ME. That's our motto. Gimme more. That's our anthem. We're ravages and savages that are never satisfied. We're insatiable. Us humans, we will never be quite "full". We'll destroy our world and then find another and another and another because let's face it we're greedy little things that don't deserve even half of what's come our way. We do anything and anyone, all we want in return is a way to the top. The easier the better. The lesser work involved the better. The lesser the brains involved the better. Straight to the top. The pretty little place there you can sit peacefully like a crow and every now and then poop and the ones below you.

Intro

Hey all!
I'm new at the blogging deal but I'm a great writer and a bit of an experimenter. It may take me some time to get my bearings but when I do I will entertain you and enchant you. Feedback will always be appreciated. So here goes.